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6月29日 My Summer... CX is finishing her last end-of-term exam subject tomorrow: Military Theory. Sadly, stuffing all those facts about politics, diplomacy, and military development in her head still can't make a general out of her.
As usual, Poor CX is spending her summer here in Nanjing, a city notorious for its suffocating summer.
What is worse this year than usual is that CX won't be able to spend much of her time sitting snuggly underneath the electric fan reading novels or enjoying Mozart's music,
instead, CX is going to be wrapped up in a thick uniform, standing in the stiffest manner possible in the sweltering heat of Nanjing, doing her 20-day MILITARY TRAINING.
CX is not too troubled by the prospect of enduring the weather of Nanjing, for she has been enduring it for a solid 18 years and are facing more.
CX is not frightened by the training itself. Although an only-child she maybe, a little bit fat she may be, and a girl she may be, she is TOUGH.
CX is, however, distressed immensely by the hard fact that she will have to stay in her stinky, dirty, disorderly, hot-pot of a dormitory for 20 days. You may laugh, but she has never stayed that long continually in this hell of a place.
While most of her friends are moaning the departure of their freshman year, CX is moaning the loss of her summer vacation, which has not yet come.
After the exam tomorrow, she will have about a day's time to rest, pack, and heading for school once more for the training.
Then it will be 20 days.
Then in August she will be packing to go to Sihong (some obscure little place in the north of Jiangsu) to work as a voluntary English teacher in a middle school--just as she promised in her National Speech.
10 days.
After that there will be about ten days to recuperate before term starts once more.
Term officially starts on the 3rd of September, but she might need to get back to school before that in order to be on hand to show the new freshmen around the campus.
Most people say that being in university means having a lot of time of your own to command.
Joshing!
CX has not had a day of her own the minute she got accepted by NJU.
Training for the new term, training for the Shanghai speech, training for the Hangzhou speech, training for the Hongkong speech, training for the London speech...
This is how her 2006 summer and 2007 winter went.
And now here goes her 2007 summer.
Well, only a coward and midiocre complains.
CX is NOT complaining.
Who knows, these things might turn out A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.
6月27日 La Tulipe NoireFinished its English version.
Like it very much.
Charming tale, touching language, happy ending.
Going to conquer its original French version~of course starting with an abridged French version first.
La Tulipe noire
Alexandre DUMAS père 1672. Les Hollandais lassés de la République viennent d'exécuter ses ardents défenseurs, Jean et Corneille de Witt, pour confier leurs destinées au jeune Guillaume d'Orange, que ses compatriotes surnommeront le Taciturne. Loin des tumultes de la politique, le jeune Cornélius Van Baerle, filleul de Corneille de Witt, se livre à son unique passion, la culture des tulipes, tout entier attaché à la poursuite de son Graal personnel : créer une tulipe noire. Mais l'Histoire ne tarde pas à prendre à son piège le jeune naturaliste et le voici emprisonné…
La Tulipe noire est un Dumas rare ; d'abord parce que bien peu des amateurs du père des Trois mousquetaires ont pu le lire; ensuite et surtout, parce que, pourrait-on dire, c'est un roman intimiste. En effet, ici pas de chevauchées débridées, pas de lieux multiples, pas d'intrigues entremêlées ; tout, ou presque, se passe entre les murs des prisons de Cornélius. Une poignée seulement de personnages, des bons et des méchants bien sûr, mais toujours pittoresques et bien campés. Deux héroïnes qui font battre les cœurs : la douce Rosa et la fleur improbable qui donne son titre au roman. Le lecteur y trouvera cependant tout ce qui ravit ceux qui aiment Dumas : l'alacrité des dialogues, la vivacité des portraits, les trahisons, les amours contrariées, le suspense, et l'Histoire… ![]() 6月25日 I ConfessI know I should be working like mad on my exams.
But I am not.
I am having a jolly old time reading novels, watching TV, surfing the Internet, taking a stroll now and then on the banks of the river nearby.
ENJOYING every bit of my life.
Somehow, all of a sudden, scores and exams don't seem that important to me.
What is important seems to be the process of learning, of finding a new piece of information, be it from textbooks, examinations, novels, TV sets, the Internet, or the rustling of leaves, chirping of birds, and roaring of the water.
I might score dreadfully in the exam tomorrow,
or I may have yet another victory.
But whatever the result,
who in my class can claim that I have not learnt as much as, if not morethan, they have?
I am not working,
and yet I am.
God forgive me.
Amen 6月14日 19 Today
6月10日 ~My Tribute to Mozart~His Lonely Soul Salzburg, 1791. It had never rained this hard in central Europe before. Not ever. Escorted by the howling wind, the rain mercilessly beat on the stone pavement, determined to smash it to bits. It endlessly pound on the shut oak doors, trying its best to force them open. People hurrying to find a shelter looked disheveled, soaked, miserable, funny. The only things that managed to retain their dignity in the violent rain were the statues of saints and apostles. They remained calm and solemn, their expressions invariably serious and contemplative. But they seemed more lost in thought today than usual. Were they remembering that particular January thirty-five years ago, that January when a child was born? Thousands of miles away, in another city—in Vienna—it was also raining. At first it was just a little drizzle, light and not at all threatening. The sunray still managed to pierce through the clouds now and then, giving people hope that it might lighten up any moment. Then the drizzle turned into a steady shower. The rain grew harder and harder until it was absolutely pouring. The clouds gathered up, blocking out the sun, blackening the sky. It was difficult not to feel oppressed and sad with the clouds closing in and the sky crying its heart out bitterly. A horse and cart passed through the now almost deserted streets. The clattering of the horses’ hoofs echoed loudly, adding a dash of eeriness to the already depressing atmosphere. A simple coffin lay in the cart: a lonely coffin, shrouding the lonely body within. The horse and cart passed through streets after streets until it reached the graveyard in the outskirts of the city. The coffin was lifted carelessly out of the cart, carried across the graveyard to where the paupers were buried. Its occupant was thrown into a big hollow where there were already three or four other bodies, and buried hurriedly without ceremony. The grave was left unmarked. Mourners who were detained by the rain that day never did later find out where exactly the body rested. Nobody ever did. Nobody ever will. 100 years later the Austrian government erected in the center of the graveyard a proper marble monument with an angel sobbing over the grave stone. On the stone were carved these simple but immortal words in gold: W. A. Mozart 1756—1791
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart quit the world, unnoticed, unattended, and lonely. It seemed ironical as well as sad and infuriating that this was the same man who had in his infancy caused great sensations, received thunderous applauses, accepted souvenirs presented by the government, and enjoyed favors bestowed on by the royal families; it was the same man who had taken Europe by storm when he emerged as a mature composer, composing heavenly music to liberate human souls; and it was the same man who forever changed the future course of music. Yet it was perhaps fit for Mozart to leave this way. Throughout his life, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart had been lonely and sad, although even he himself might not have been aware of it.
Mozart was born on the 27th of January, 1756, in the Austrian city of Salzburg. His parents christened him Johannes Chrysostomus Wolfgangus Theopolius Amadeus Mozart. But fortunately for the world, his family decided early on to call him simply Wolfgang. Little Wolfgang, after making his first loud cry to the world heard, was sleeping soundly in his mothers arms, not at all knowing that he would later make his voice reverberate throughout Austria, throughout the world, throughout history. The sleeping baby little knew that he would grow up to be a man whose life was overwhelmed by his legend; that his genius for music would be extraordinary, and perhaps, unique; that he would spend his short stay on earth composing more superb music than nearly any composer before or after him. Perhaps his papa, Leopold Mozart—composer, violinist, and theorist—also had little idea what he had just received from God. Or maybe he knew, for he named his precious little boy “Amadeus”—beloved by God. Little Wolfgang’s musical talent was soon evident. When he was four, Wolfgangerl tried his hand at composing what he called a “concerto,” inventing his own system of notation. When his papa managed to distinguish the notes he scribbled down from the inkblots, he stared long at the sheet, and then tears, tears of joy and wonder, fell from his eyes. He knew then and there that he had in his possession something as rare as when the moon blocked out the sun. Leopold now devoted himself to the task of guiding and exploiting “the miracle that God let be born in Salzburg”. Under his careful instructions, Wolfgang began to soar. The boy could easily memorize long and complicated pieces of music; became a virtuoso pianist and violinist by the time he was 6; wrote his first symphony at the age of 8; and conducted his first full scale opera at 12. To all appearances, little Wolfgang was a happy child. He was perfectly compliant and undemanding, working for the commonweal, which is to say, for the ideal family of which he was so integral a part. He delighted in his role as virtuoso-magician-prodigy; he rejoiced in applause and caresses, in being able to bring honor and fortune to his family; he derived pleasure from his celebrity and its accompanying adulation. It was a seductive role for him: from the age of six he wielded extraordinary power over his audiences, moving them to enthusiasm and rapture. And though he may not have been altogether conscious of it, he held great power over his family, for he had become its main source of wealth and statues, a breadwinner charged with contributing to the support of his mother, father, and sister. But anyone who troubled to look could have perceived many early signs of Mozart’s difficulty in sustaining his multiple burdens: he was quick to tears, stricken and often taken ill by the loss or absence of friends, bereft when his constant pleas to “love me” were not reciprocated. The truth was that little Wolfgang was not happy at all; and the source of his unhappiness was his family, and to be more exact, his father, his loving and encouraging father. Leopold Mozart had gained esteem, even glory, from his role as begetter, instructor, and impresario of so noble a little creature, and he had seized every opportunity to turn labors of his miraculous child into a cash equivalent, reaping extraordinarily large sums of money form the family’s European tours.Yet it was inevitable that little Wolfgang would not always remain little Wolfgang. It was inevitable that he would mature and grow up, that he would one day reach the age and attain the physical size that no longer justified his role as a child prodigy—and Leopold dreaded this. From dreading Mozart’s maturity Leopold eventually undertook to prevent it from coming to pass. In his adolescence and young adulthood, Mozart was not allowed to travel unless accompanied by his father, who made all the practical decisions and appraised every opportunity with a view to the family’s interest. Even when Mozart set out from Salzburg at the age of twenty-one and the archbishop refused to give Leopold Mozart leave to travel, Frau Mozart went along as her husband’s agent, covertly pledged to report home any sign that their son was going astray. Also following Mozart on his journey were Leopold’s exhortation and remonstrances, transparent attempts to barricade his son within the family. Mozart was instructed to be wary of both the friendship of men and the love of women. “All men are villains” (“Alle Menschen sind alle Böswichter”) was a common theme of Leopold Mozart’s letters to his son. “Trust no one!” he warned, adding, “All friendships have their motives.” “All men are villains!” he reiterated. “The older you become and the more associate with people, the more you will realize the sad truth.”1 To Leopold Mozart’s mind, the greatest hazard was that Mozart might form a family of his own to which he would owe his primary allegiance. Without significant exception, Leopold opposed to interfered with all of his son’s love affairs, up to and including his marriage to Constanza Weber in 1782, an event that rent the family fabric beyond repair. Thus, when Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart first attempted to emerge from the bosom of his family, he discovered that his way was barred. His extraordinary family, rather than being a loving haven within which he could grow to maturity, has somehow come to resemble a kind of debtor’s prison from which he could only escape by the most strenuous effort. His hometown Salzburg was not much comfort to him either. Strange enough, during Mozart’s life and long after his death, what Salzburg showed to its most outstanding son was at best indifference, more usually hostility. In 1781, Mozart was literally kicked out of the court of Salzburg. “Don’t you ever come back!” Salzburg was yelling to Wolfgang. He fled to Vienna; and Salzburg began to take the trouble of “forgetting” this son. When Mozart left Salzburg, he was given up for dead. When he did die, memorial gatherings and concerts were held in his honor in Vienna, Prague, Kassel, and Berlin, but not in Salzburg. Between 1792 and 1797, Mozart’s widow, Constanza Mozart, held benefit concerts featuring his music in Vienna, Prague, Graz, Linz, Dresden, Leipzig, and Berlin, but no such concert took place in Salzburg. Beginning in May 1792, Mozart monuments were erected in various cities in Europe, but it was not until 1842 that Schwanthaler’s bronze Mozart statue was unveiled in Salzburg.2 In nearby Graz, where the first such monument was erected, an academy devoted to Mozart’s music was founded as early as February 1793, and about seventy of his works were performed there between 1791 and 1797. But in Salzburg no Mozart society came into being until 1841 (and no effective one until 1870), and few performances of his works took place in the decades after his death. Thus, a beloved son—a favorite son, judging from the great enthusiasm Salzburg is finally showing nowadays—was deliberately forgotten and disinherited from his own city. And this same beloved son was effectively disinherited by his father as well—in more than a metaphoric sense. So Mozart settled down instead in Vienna. What his circumstances were in Vienna is still a matter of heated debate. Some historians say that Vienna was not too much better than Salzburg, not appreciating this musical genius properly, and even rejecting him, for the Viennese public and music critics found his music “too revolutionarily new, too sophisticated”. Some stated that the Austrian capital gave him a warm welcome spiritually but never materially, and that Mozart spent his life dashing off one master piece of another to earn his bread but never quite earning it. Some suggested that Mozart’s salary was actually quite higher than that of other composers. But there was no doubt that Mozart never obtained a secure job in the church or at court. Instead, he eked out a precarious living by selling his works, teaching music, and borrowing money from his friends. But more than financial difficulties, Mozart was suffering from lack of understanding and appreciation. True, the notoriously fickle Viennese public amazingly remained quite delighted by him. But Emperor Joseph II, the biggest potential patron, remarked to Mozart after the first performance of Die Entführung aus dem Serai (The Abduction from the Seraglio): “Too many notes, my dear Mozart.” A laymen’s incomprehension would still be easy to laugh off, but his musical contemporaries’ harsh judgment stabbed Mozart’s heart. “No one can doubt his genius. But he is always unsteady. His ideas were frequently in a state of flux. Just look at the symphonies, for all their pomp and fire and brilliance, they lack that sense of unity, that sense of clarity, and directness of presentation, which we rightly admires, for example, in the works of Herr Salieri. Noble simplicity, what is wrong with that?” said a musical critic on Mozart’s ingenious Symphony No. 39. To understand Mozart’s 39th Symphony, it is important to know a little of the circumstances under which he composed it. It was composed in the summer of 1888, when Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart was 32 and at the height of his creative powers. Yet his already sad and lonely existence had once again been marked by tragedy. The death of his father Leopold the previous year—a blow he never did recover from though they were practically estranged—was now followed by that of his six-month-old baby daughter, Teresa, the third child that he and his wife Constanza had lost to premature death. In the weeks following Teresa’s death, Mozart sat down and wrote this, his 39th Symphony (His well-known 40th Symphony in G minor would follow in a few weeks’ time). It is a work with a savage brutality unlike any one has seen in Mozart’s works before. The very opening adagio has got this really almost ugly pugnacious quality to it, like a huge motor driving it. Those downward and upward violin scales that are turning it and the stark drums that are forever rising all force and push the audience to the next jarring forte. Yet right after this difficult and unusual opening, there comes a charming and soothing andante which would not have half the potency it does had it not been preceded by that jarring opening material. This is the genius of Mozart: he is so human. He totally understood that you cannot have joy without pain, terror without consolation, love without grieve. Here in the 39th Symphony, he shows it. Perhaps it is always the fate of geniuses. Their ideas and mind travel way ahead of their time, so that it is simply beyond their contemporary’s mental grasp to understand, enjoy, and appreciate them. And with such a genius as Mozart—Amadeus, who received his direction straight from God himself, one could say—the case could only be even more so. His soul is doomed to loneliness. He was never welcomed back by his hometown Salzburg. He was never forgiven by his father and sister for wishing to have a life of his own and marrying the woman he loved. He was never recognized in his life as the kind of genius he really was. Yet despite all these, he was tossing out of himself one master piece after another, steadfastly working to enlighten and liberate the human mind. 21 piano sonatas, 27 piano concertos, 41 symphonies, 18 masses, 13 operas, 9 oratorios and cantata, 2 ballets, 40 concertos for various instruments, numerous string quartets, trios and quintets, violin and piano duets piano quartets, and the songs. This astounding output includes hardly one work less than a masterpiece. Although he suffered hard in his life, Mozart only occasionally let that slip in his music. He sounds forever delightful and happy, like the eternal child we believe him to be. “Mozart is happiness before it has gotten defined,” said author Arthur Miller. “Mozart's music always sounds unburdened, effortless, and light. This is why it unburdens, releases, and liberates us,” remarked the distinguished theologian Karl Barth. He composed alone, grieved alone, and left alone, yet leaving us a legacy of immortal works. “Mozart is the musical Christ,” the Russian composer Tchaikovsky was not exaggerating. Like Christ, he was the favored son of God sent to earth to lift mortal souls; like Christ, he created miracle after miracle during his short stay on earth; like Christ, he was unappreciated, misunderstood, rejected, and alone; and like Christ, he died but lives on. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart combines serenity, melancholy, and tragic intensity into one great lyric improvisation. Over it all hovers the greater spirit that is Mozart's—the spirit of loneliness, of compassion, of universal love, even of suffering—a spirit that knows no age, that belongs to all ages.
Notes: 1. Letters, p334, 18-20, October 1777 (no.262) 2. For details, see Georg Abdon Pichler, Salzburg’s Landes-Geschichte Part One: Allgemeine Geschichte (Salzburg, 1861), vol.1, pp1036-37; Jahe-Deiters, vol.2, p.707; and Rudolph Angermuller, Das Salzburger Mozart-Denkmal (Bad Honnef, Germany, 1992). The proclamation of the Salzburg Mozart Monument Committee was published in September 1836. References: 1. Maynard Solomon, Mozart: A Life, Harper Perennial Press, 1995 2. Simon P. Keefe (Editor), The Cambridge Companion to Mozart, Cambridge University Press, 2003 3. Cliff Eisen and Simon P. Keefe (Editors), The Cambridge Mozart Encyclopaedia, Cambridge University Press, 2006 4. John Burrows (General Editor), Classical Music, Dorling Kindesley(DK) Limited, 2004 5. John Stanley, Classical Music: The Great Composers and Their Masterworks, Octopus Publishing Group Ltd, 1994, 2005 6月9日 I Hate S.H.E.!!!I am writing my final writing course project: A Glimpse of History.
Naturally I sat down to write about my dearest Mozart.
As my writing goes on, a long-calmed down hatred toward S.H.E. began to spring up, bitter and unsupressable.
What right had they to ruin Mozart's music that way?
Do they have any idea about Mozart's anguish and despair when he was writing this 40th Symphony in G minor?
If they don't, and if you don't, let me tell you:
Mozart’s music, far from being a function to life, is a reflection of it. Mozart was getting to grips with the two fundamental truths of the human condition: life and death. With only three more years to live, he was to revolutionize instrumental and orchestra writing, crystallized in his last great trilogy of symphonies which changed the future course of music. In the summer of 1888, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart was 32. He was at the height of his creative powers. Yet his life had already been marked by tragedy. The death of his father Leopold the previous year was now followed by that of his six-month-old baby daughter, Teresa, the third child that he and his Constanza had lost to premature death. In the weeks following Teresa’s death, Mozart sat down and wrote this, his 40th symphony in G minor, a work of fury, anguish, and despair. It’s Mozart at his most distressed. This first movement is flighty, unsettling, weird, almost on the edge of chaos. Yet of course, as ever, Mozart shows he is in complete control. It is a monumental piece of work in which he was able to encapsulate really the whole human experience. The symphonic form Mozart inherited was nothing like this. Symphonies were small-scale warm-up numbers between concerts. They could deal with one or two episodes of life, a couple of primary colors. But with Mozart and the full spectrum, he could genuinely express the world. Even in this most turbulent time in his life, Mozart is saying: “Look! What I can do!” 6月4日 First Entry for JunePhoto taken in the American Embassy finally arrived.
This particular one is a novelty...well, sort of.
Observe the lady in the middle...
Believe it or not, she is...
MICHAEL JORDAN'S MOTHER!
Some kind of an adventure, eh?
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Intensive Reading homework again.
The teacher said she loved this essay and strongly recommended the whole class to have a look at it.
But none asked for it....
Anyway, I'm posting it here.
Hopefully you can get entertained by it!
Does modern technology make life more convenient, or was life better when technology was simpler? Write an essay to state your own opinion.
In Shakespearean time, when a boy fell in love with a girl, he would muster up his courage to go to her garden, stand under her balcony, take out a lute, and sing her a beautiful serenade. If she accepted him, she would slowly pull aside the curtains, open the window, and throw down a red red rose. If she rejected him, she would tear open the curtains, bang open the window, and throw down a red red rose—with its flowerpot. But whatever the result, he could know it then and there. In our time, when a boy secretly admires a girl, he musters up his courage, takes out his mobile phone, and sends her a short message declaring his ardent affection. But alas, there are so many names and numbers stored in his phone that in his frenzied excitement, he sends this important message to the wrong person. He then spends the rest of his youth, or even possibly his life, in agonizing suspense, wondering why on earth she would not answer him, be it acceptance or refusal. In Elizabethan time, when a child bore a grudge against his parents, the usual thing he could resort to was to have a good cry in the attic. If he was determined and had the audacity, he would bundle up his clothes and a few coins and set out to 'run away from home'. But owing to the poor transportation system at that time, he would have to count on his own legs. The best he could manage was to get to the next town. His father would only have to ride a donkey to catch him. A hundred percent success guaranteed. In our time, when a child has a violent disagreement with his parents, he does not go crying in his room. He makes up a suitcase, takes a bundle of cash, and goes to the nearest train station. Before his parents have realized his escape, he is already miles away. His parents will have much ado to find him. No success guaranteed. In Wordsworth's time, when a writer was stuck in composing an essay or poem, he could tear up the sheet of paper he was writing on into a thousand pieces and throw them into the air or fireplace. He could splash his ink on the floor and fling his quill across the room. He could let out his frustration and rage properly. And after that fiery display of passion, inspiration might come. In our time, when we are stuck in writing our essays or presentations, we can only switch off our computer in utter defeat. I have not yet heard of anyone crazy enough to fling his IBM across the room. Our frustration and rage can only be suppressed in our bosoms until we are full to bursting point. No wonder inspiration would never come our way. There is no room in us for it at all. I am utterly disgusted by science and technology. It is—there is no other word for it—a threat to human beings. Yet I wrote this protest against science and technology on my IBM, all the while listening to my iPod, and sent out a few messages using my mobile in the interval. Pathetic. That is the most frightening aspect of science and technology. We know that with it our life is ruined; and without it our life is ruined more. ![]() |
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